RAHIM 'S DAILY NOTES

Today is Friday and now I'm sitting on a armchair. Ali is watching TV. I want to go out when others will be ready. Now I want to drink a cup of tea.

After along time I want to write a post here. If you see my last post on this site you see that I was in PTF.CO dormitory. I left there just one day after. And went back home. When I went back I made a decision. It was that I found a new job there in my city. But it was not any job for me so I staied at home and I went in sad slowly. Afrer some week I was very ill. But new illl. It was not a phisical ill. It was a mental ill "DEPRETION". For maney days I didn't feel well. Even I feel very very bad. Finally I went to a doctor in fact a phsychotropist. He visited me an priscribed ma some taplet. After several week it taked me to get better. And now I am trying to make myself better than before.

Tonight is the first night that I'm at PTF.CO's dormitory. I'm here because I want to start my job tomorrow. I left my wife at 4 o'clock and arrived here about 8:30. When I arrived for the first I called sangak - servant- and he helped me to find address. Then I took a taxi to dormitory. When I was at door I saw Sangak at it's door. So we took handshake and kiss of each other. Afew minute later I ate dinner and some drink. Now I am waiting for Mostafa just then he arrives and we have a greeting. By the way I'm here until I don't know.

Today I want to go Behbahan in order to get a new job. There is a gas refinery that I will start my work. In the afternoon I left and tonight I will be at dormitory. Some friend of mine are there and I will be happy with them. About 30 days later I will came back home.

Today is Friday. We came Ghaleh at about 11 o'clock and staid here until at about 6 o'clock. Then we went to Chelehgah in car. In fact we drived to there and came back home. When we got at home I left Kobra and Aylin at home and came back to find Mohsen.

People in korea don't wash their hair before an exam because you wash away your memory, too, they say. Tuesday 13th is unlucky in Spain. A Turkish blue eye amulet keeps bad luck away. The number 4 is unlucky in Japan.  People in Brazil always put the sugar in the cup before the coffee. This makes you rich, they think. In Italy black cats are unlucky.

This is the flowers that my wife is planting in our houses. One of very important things that is my wife's favorite is to plant flowers at home. Above picture is some of them that I took with my phone tonight.

Today I've taken my car in a carwash station to wash and clean it. In the past times when I wanted to clean my car I was doing it by myself. But today I found it that car wash un beter and more easy. It is nearly to finish and Then I go home for eatting lunch.

I got up early in the morning. Then I went to a park and sported for half an hour. After it I went and bought some bread. And returned back home ane ate my breakfast with my wife and daughter. In fact they arw most important persons for me.

I couldn't write here for two or three days because of filtering. I tried to used some several diffrent VPN but It was not good for me. By the way when I found that it possiple to write in this morning I immidiatly did it.

A few days ago I went to the market and bought a Kalehpacheh. But what's a Kalehpacheh? It's an Iranian food that makes with some parts of some animals such as gaout, young gaout, sheep, ... The parts of their body that is usued for this food are head, feet, hands and stomach. Well, I went and bought one. When I got back home we went Ghaleh. Just then I went walking. Every day I go walking. After about an hour I returned. I carried some wood for making fire and immediately I began to make fire. So when others saw me they came and helped me. We made a good fire and burnt Kalehpacheh. When we finished it we made a tea on fire and drank. It was very good at me when I drank it.

  These days I'm studying a story that it's name is - Hercules. The picture that you can see on top of this post is page number one of it. I wrie it here in order to improve my English. One day, in her palace in Greece, princess Alcmene has a son. She calls the boy Hercules. 'What a big , strong boy!' say Alcmene's friends when they see him. 'Of cours he's big and strong ,' smiles Alcmene. 'His father's Zeus , king of the gods.' But not every body like Hercules. The goddess hera is looking through the palace window. Hera is Zeus's wife and she is far from happy. 'When I see that boy, says Hera, I remember his mother, Alcmene. It's not right. I'm his wife! he never rhink of me!' She leaves Alcmene's palace angrily.

It's a very nice morning in the latest days of Ordibehesht. The weather is very nice and cool. t's raining cat and dog and the sky has a very special color. The clouds are covering all over the sky. Trees and flowers are green. The land is covered by green grasses. In fact it's a beautiful day and time. After this rain grasses will be taller than before. And the rivers are flowing stronger than past. By the way it's very very good sence at me in this situation.

I'm on way back home. I have being Bandar Abbas in order to get job. But that job was not good for me and I didn't feel happy there. So I said goodbye to them and left. Now I am on a bus and going home. This was a experince for me. Tomorrow I must go to Shiraz and have a intrview with a new company. Last night I was not happy. So I dicided to get back homw. By the way I hope that I can find a good job with a good salary. Then I can be happy with my family.

I am going to shiraz now. I'm in taxi. And waiting until it takes 2 more people into it an then drive away. We are just 2 people in it. My ticket is at 23:00 o'clock. and I must be there a little sooner. But there is no any passenger more and I'm getting worry I will be late. But just now we accept to pay more and we are going. This project is very important for me because I've started a new life with new goals. So my motivation is very strong. In this project I want to give very good experinces about my major. On the other hand I think that my seen at future and life has changed. And I like this and I happy with this thinking. By the way I'm going on my way to Bandar Abbas city. Tomorrow morning I will be there and I will stay there until the end of Khordad.

Yesterday afternoon Aub and me went to Harar. It's a place that some people live there. In fact it's a country. People on it are busy with their sheeps, cows, donkeys, trees, ... Aub came to took me with his car. His car was Nissan. There are some Blocks into it that when we arrived there we took them out and putted them by the car. After a few minute I was thirsty so we went at the pool where water from mountains was flowing down. It was very cold. When we finished our work got back home and I took Kobra and Aylin to Ghaleh.

I don't now what does "Kaleh Pacheh" mean in English.But in Our countr -Iran- it's a food that makes with head, hand, leg and stomac of some animals such as: goat, sheep and others. We had it tonight. But  first I went to mall and bought one. Then kobra, Aylin and me got into the car and drive to my father's in low house. When we arrived there Roghayeh made a fire and started to clean it. Half an hour or a little more taked to finish it. Then my mother in low  cooked ans readyed it. Tonight we had it.

I've taken this picture from above the place that one day I will make a very beautiful house. From this point that I've taken this photo it has a very good view of trees, grasses, hills, mountains, houses, and maney other things. There are several pounds with many frogs and fishes on it near this place. When the Sun is going down all of the frogs on it are singing together and make a very good music that I very like. Most trees that are in this place normally are walnut. Because of that I have many childhood dairies here when I was cameing with my father here to water trees and other jobs about them. So I decide to build a house here and some nights stay at and enjoy the frogs's voices.

This picture is taken in our wedding party about 4 years ago. And two people on it's my wife and me. When I think of that date I see it past very fast than I think. These days we have a child. A daughter - Aylin. We are three now. And I think that we are very happy together. I like to have 3 childs. It's not mater boy or  girl but if they can be mix of it it's beter. By the way I hope good life and happiness for all of the people all around the world.

I was a little different a few years ago in relationship with others. Everybody could came near me and have a connection with me. And very soon new person was one of my best friends. And I was saying him all of my personal things. But very soon I was found that it's wrong and I must to leave him very sooner than it's possible. But now I make some changes in my relations and I limit them. So I don't enter averybody in my life as a good friend. I choose my best friend carefully and have good time with them.

We've been to Sehleh and now we're at home. At first we parked our car in the road and then took all things out off it. Then found a good place under a big walnut tree. After half an hour we were getting hungry and ate lunch and after we go walking. After walking an taking some photoes we got back and maked a tea and drank. By the way it was very good day.

It's a very nice morning and I've just got up. I can hear sparrows that are singing. Last night it was raining but not heavy. I was asleep when I waked up with it's voice. We are in the Spring and weather is very good. The grass over the ground is tall. And it's very funny walking on it. I go walking every afternoon and I very like it. Ibwant to lose weight so I must do it daily.

Today eveninig such as every day I went walking. When I got by the river Aub called me and said that where are you? I said him and he came with me for walking. Today our walking was more than other days and we walk about 7000 meters. Then I said goodbye to Aub and left hime at his house. I drive to city for buying something and for take my wife and my daughter home. When we got hime I was very tired until now. And I feel very tired and I need to sleep. I am going to sleep! Bye have a good night.

  Tonight we stayed at my father in low's house and ate dinner there. But there was a little diffrent dinner. My father maked a fire and when it changed to coal he staryed to make a type of bread over the fire that called "SHOLSHOLI". It is an old food that maney years ago our grands were making. By the way what was good for me a very good sense by the fire that I had.

I am working with my laptop. But I am going to sleep. My eyes is going to close. But I'm trying to make them open. Its very hard. I promise me to write here one paragraph daily. So sometime I don't have appetite  to do it but i must do it until it to be a habit. 

Hi, good moning. I hope you start a very good day like me. I wishes all best for you. Today is a very nice day here. The wather is great, the sky is blue, I can hear the birds are singing. Trees are green and you can see the grass that covered all the lands. I'm very happy with all these so I wishes best for you too.

Just a few minute past I was reading a book. That's was 'the seven habit ... by covy. It's a very good book. I finished it and I want to buy a new one oh his books for next week. I try to study all book of him.

Who's Hercules? Hercules is the strongest man in the world, but one day he does something very bad. The priestess at Delphi tells him: 'the gods are angry with you. For twelve years you must work for King Eurystheus, and do twelve tasks for him. When you finish , the gid can forgive your crime.' Some tasks are easier, and some tasks are more difficult. Can Hercules finish all twelve of them? And what happens when he does?

Today I was at home until 6 P.M. And I didn't go out. I was with my wife and my only kid -Aylin-. After that we went out all. We went to my father in low's house. Then I went walking about 7000meter. When I got back home I drank a cup of tea. It was very good for me because I was very tierd. We ate dinner there and then we got our own home.

SEHLEH GARDEN, 1397/01/22 Sehleh is an old garden. When I was child my father was taking me here. Here we have many trees such as: walnut, apples, apricot, plums, grapes and etc.  But now there isn't that very beautiful garden, many of that trees was sere. This garden is one of places that I like to be there. I love Sehleh very much.

NOWRUZ is the name of the Iranian New Year. Also known as the Persian New Year which is celeberated worldwide by Iranians along with some other ethnolinguistic groups as the beginning of the New Year. This HAFT-SEEN tabletop on top of this page is ours in 97. Because of that our daughter _ Aylin- my wife couldn't put it on ground. Tomarrow early in the morning we will go to Ahvaz. Our trip maybe taked us 5 days or afew days more.

This is Aylin. She is my daughter. My wife and I love her. And we're happy with her. But what do you think of this picture and above subject- ZALAH-? This unruly offend her mom. One of them is that she turn off oven when my wife is cooking our foods. So sometimes after half an hour my wife thinks that water on oven is boiling but when she go and check it find that is cold and oven is off!. There are a few days while my wife is useing a way to stop it. This way is showed in below picture.   These red gloves are in order to scare her and when she saw it for first time said -ZALEH!!!-. ZALEH is a word that means fear in our native language. I wasn't agree with this way so I started to reconcile Aylin with gloves. Finally Aylin and me won. And my wife way failed. In below picture you can see it.

''EVER SINCE I LOST MY HOPES; I FEEL MUCH BETTER'' It said that if we don't have any hopes in our life, we will be happier. Maybe it can be for our ability to get them or no. For example when I want something that I can't  get him an it is out of my ability I will be sad. But when I don't want it at all why I must to be sad?! On the other hand, I make a decision to have a hope; it must to has some traits. Such as:  real and achievable. If it's came from our wrong imaginations or hallucinations It will put us on trouble.

A few minutes ago I woke up with voice of Aylin- My only daughter. I took  her on my shoulder  and walked for a short time. When she slept I putted her in bed and quietly left her. She tired and immediately went to sleep. After I looked out of the window and found that It is raining. One of very beautiful things for me is watching rain specially while it is raining in the morning. Today I could do it. One of my favorite song is the noise of rain when it falls on the everything and make very different noises. There are several years that we are faced with drought crisis. Many years ago when I was a little boy It was very heavy raining and snowing. My friends and me were going on the roof of houses and were jumping  onto snow. Sometime my body was completely under snow.

This picture is taken to show that mountain is snow covered. It's name is Gar. It is one of Zagros's mounts that lies above the city of Ardakan. Now is winter and it is snow covered.

This is Aylin. She has 19 months and is my only child. I very love her. This picture is taken in Chelleh Gah, where is a place that people go there to enjoy with family and their fiend on free time.

 Fars, Ardakan, ring road, near the Azad university. Yesterday in the evening when I went for a long walk it was raining. In fact it was a heavy raining. I was very happy about it and felt a very good sense of it. I had taken my umbrella with me so it was very lovely to walk under the rain. I took above picture at that time while suddenly I thought with myself who has planted this walnut tree?. It seems that to be very old tree. One upon a time here had not been any road and any car. Here had been a garden of walnut, apple and other trees, but today what?! Just a few minuets ago I was at cemetery. Many dead people on it was alive one day but today what?. Today they're not and they're all silent. I thought with myself might the man who had planted this tree to be on of those dead man whom was sleeping in their grave. I think this; what do you think about it?!

Proactive people focus their efforts in the Circle of Influence. They work on the things they can do something about. The nature of their energy is positive, enlarging and magnifying, causing their Circle of Influence to increase.    THE SEVEN HABITS OF HIGHLY EFFECTIVE PEOPLE   Stephen R. Covey Here I want to write some part of a dialog between Dr.Paul and nurse Joanna from a story book - BETWEEN TWO WORLDS, BY STEPHEN RABLEY- in relationship with being proavtive:  Joanna: Is Mary going to be OK? Dr.Paul: I don't know, but we're going to do everything we can. Mary's being ok is in Circle of Concern, but doing everything we can is in Circle of Influence.

I'm 36 years old. And I've graduated in electrical. I don't work anywhere, In fact it's sometime that I've got unemployed.  For 25 years from now I want to work at my major. I will work for 25 years into 5 steps. It takes me until while I will be at 61 years old. After then I will make a decision what my plane is.  But I want to start my own job in parallel with my major work. Now I don't want talk about it. If I can improve my own job it's possible for me that I reduce 25 to 20 and 61 to 56.   Important things that lead me to plan future are:  1. To be with my family, friends in my city. 2. Making a very good salary  for a good life. 3. Free time for sports, going on a trip, taking part in social activities.